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Mistrust - This Season's VirusI don't know where to put this, so please feel free to move it, where it more properly belongs. I promise not to get in a tizzy about it.
As I was contemplating deeply, all that has transpired and being triggered in my musings, by a concept that I found here in Nicole's new group, I realized the core issue of what happened recently.
It is the loss of TRUST.
I had this sickness over the Christmas holiday, many of you have had this sickness recently too. I realized this because someone in this group, talked about "regaining trust". That is what is needed to heal all that has happened and which brought this group into being (which is the silver lining for it is a very good thing). Consider this a place for healing illnesses of all kinds.
In my own way, by my own personal actions on my own behalf on Sunday, I began to regain trust, by removing the most obvious source of illness from my own self - my mistrust of what might happen to me in the future, within the groups to which I belong and within this community.
If any explanation is due, it is only this. I believe most of us can accept and understand it. It is not about any person within the Gaian community. Their is no one evil, there is no one bad, there is no one wrong; and yet, we have misunderstood why we were ill, and have thought those things in our delirium.
The first signs of this illness began just before Christmas, when some members of this community developed strong feelings of mistrust for Nicole; and at the same time, Nicole lost her ability to trust the character and intentions of a certain private group, to which she belonged.
When one finds the core issue, it all becomes simple to explain.
I thank Siona for coming to that private group last night and for going quickly and prominently into this, Nicole's new group, yesterday.
On Sunday, I did a cleansing for the illness rampaging through our community; though I did not realize it was an illness, a kind of rapidly spreadly virus, at the time. I simply knew there was a need for healing.
I understand now the vision I was given of Siona on Sunday.
The Christmas Star, shining above and over all in the community with her light of unconditional love and her confidence in the ability of the community, as a whole, to recover.
There are always fatalities - those that leave the community over an incident. Any who are able to remain standing, after having the illness, will recover with time. I have complete confidence in that truth and that is what Siona expressed to us last night in that private group.